Living the mastery

 

I AM the dream.

I am a living meditation.

I love the insanely marvelous feeling of mastering...I am not sure what...myself, my energy, my world?

Honestly, it doesn't matter that I cannot identify or name it. It is magic and there are times when little old me pops up and wonders in awe at the changes and has a brief flash of uh-oh.

Making an effort

In discussion with friends the other day, the subject of relationships came up. The question I was asked was - how did I manage the changes every relationship goes through and still have a good relationship with my hubby?

I wasn't really sure how to answer it. I do it organically. As I go along I tweak things, always using the world around me as a gauge to see what needs working on within me. I make mistakes and through my mistakes I learn - well, mostly I learn. Sometimes I gotta hit my head several times before I figure it out!

Starting over

A new world and life beckons. 

Once we’d made the decision that we’d been edging closer to day by day, week by week, month by month, it felt like a load had been lifted from my shoulders. For the last few years we have been a holding pattern, much like a plane waiting to land…and now all the right conditions seem to have clicked into place and we are heading for the landing strip.

Making sure I don't escape!

This past year or more, I've noticed I'd have a vacant - almost drunk look on my face in some photos. I never pondered on it too much until a few months ago when looking at some pics hubby had taken, I realised that there was an inordinately large amount of them. Puzzled, I asked the question - WHY?!

It turns out I've not been completely anchored in my body. With all the energetic changes and occurrences since December 2012, I'd slip out of my body and hubby would happen to take a photo at that moment in time!

Kiama, Australia 2013/2014

Kiama - "Kiama /kaɪˈæmə/ is a township 120 kilometres south of Sydney in the Illawarra, New South Wales, Australia in the Municipality of Kiama. At the 2006 census, Kiama had a population of 12,286 people.^[1] One of the main tourist attractions is the Kiama Blowhole. The seaside town features several popular surfing beaches, caravan parks and numerous alfresco cafes and restaurants. Its proximity to the south of Sydney makes it an attractive destination for a large number of day trippers.^[2]"

Whilst we spent Christmas in Gerringong - we did some sightseeing and Christmas shopping in Kiama.